The Pains of Being Pure at Heart..:P

If you're very much pure at certain things,If you trust your partner blindly ..If you involve by all your heart..
CAUTION.: There are chances of getting hurt in any step of life..Your true feelings,Your pure heart may kicked off for being extra loving..you may get reward of being extra possessive..n at that time you'll start feeling broken, helpless..hopeless.. and you're gona fed up with your self at the end..!''
Though I appreciate such people..I respect such personalities by the bottom of my heart..
I won't Be one of them. 
I came across many such people,having true feelings for someone..they use to give their best in each n every relationship but they won't get back desired level response.
Such things kill them inside..but they are so nice they won't bother people.
Though they hurt..
Though they lose..
Though they're killing inside..
They wont be negative to people.They never plan something to hurt them back.They never do wrong against those who actually hurt them badly.
On other side cunning people,
Who never get hurt.
Who never lose,
Who use to kill people emotionally..
Who use to plan..use to think bad..use to hurt people..
Who don't care bout beloved n caring people..
USE TO GET THE BEST..!
But,I don't want to discuss about such cunning n practical persons..means not interested in talking bout majority of people who belong to this group.
I'm interested in talking about such few extra caring people..who deserve a lot..
Most of the people consider them fool.
Such few good people,
who love people blindly.but don't get desired level love in return.
They don't get attention..They don't get love..They don't get respect..
Hardly two or three person would be there in your life..whom you respect..But you can't help them.
It's really hard to say that 'm fine when yo u're actually passing through the hell.
It requires lot of courage.
People have become materialistic..now a day.Not only the things but you can also be replaced in urge of getting better by beloved one. I've come across many guys n girls..who got replaced in revelations very short period of time.
Inspite of being in good relation..
Inspite of having good qualities..They replaced by someone else.
n its too hard to accept the truth..it's too hard to ask the reason..
use to get answer like..''hey you're extra caring..
you don't give me space..you don't have your own life..you're totally dependent..some worthless reasons like you've broken my trust..without anything happened.'
These is not for the guys only..girls also respond like this.
You don't think for a fraction of second that he/she is the same person..
who has compromised many things Just to make you smile,
who used to give his/her best to cheer you up..
who didn't sleep since many nights..Just to talk.. 
who don't sleep before wishing you 'good night..'
who used to lie to her/his family..Just to meet you..
who said ''sorry'' many times..Just to preserve this relationship..
who has done many things against her/his ethics..
even who has compromised his/her self respect..
At the end she/he got to hear is''YOU'RE NOT MY TYPE...
Even you know that you don't deserve that much of love..
you don't deserve that much of care..
Then,what the hell goes wrong with your type.
your single word..your single sentence make him/her die..
She/he would be dead inside..after listening your words..after listening your thinking.
She/he won't dare to fall in love in future.
How can you prove your beloved 'moron..
Is it wrong to fall for you..?
You make them feel like they have done the biggest mistake of their life by falling for you..
Is it necessary to make them fool..?
Better don't allow them to love you..
Better don't give them space to care for you..
Better make it clear before all happened..
But,Noooo I wana check him/her out..
How he/she is !
Whether she/he loves me..?
Whether she/he is better thn ma X..?
Whether she/he is good on bed..??
Whether she/he is compatible..though you know he/she is not.
Why you need to pass him out..Why you need to go him/her through certain exams when you actually aware of the the results from the starting of relationship..!!?
Basic thing is,
We all like to play..
We all like to make someone fool..
How can anybody love me like anything? 
..I WOULD DEFINITELY MAKE YOU REALIZED..'' you will get punished for falling for the wrong person..n m damn sure..you will not repeat this mistake ever again in your life..


YOU WON'T DARE TO FALL AGAIN..


LOVE, FEELINGS, CARE      ----------------> MY FOOT..


I have changed you,your personality,your thoughts..


I punished you..like the hell...



I broke ur heart..


I crushed ur feelings..


See..HOW SMART I AM ! Aha ha haa..


still I feel unsatisfied..
I'll make you realize each n every moment whenever you try to interact with me..m clear in my mind..I've gone through such kind of situations many times in my life..m ready to hit you badly..
I know,what I suppose to say. Yupp...M ready to make your life HELL..
Just repeat your mistake..Just dare to text me again..Just call me once..
n say ''hello...m all prepared.
''I didn't tell you to fall for me..didn't tell you to care for me..It was you who's dying to meet me !
It was you who wana live with me..it's your mistake..bla..bla..bla..
you fool..moron..dumbb...bla..bla..bla..aa.!'


IN REALITY,
IT'S TOO HARD TO COPE UP WITH SUCH THINGS..


IT'S TOO HARD TO LIVE WITH THE FEELING OF BEING REJECTED..


CERTAIN PLACES WILL BE DELETED FROM UR LIST..AT WHERE YOU HAVE VISITED BEFORE WITH HIM/HER...

START FEELING LIKE..EVERYBODY IS ENJOYING WITH THEIR PARTNERS..

YOU ARE THE ONLY LEFT ALONE..

YOU NEED TO LISTEN MANY SENTIMENTAL SONGS..


YOU NEED TO WET YOUR PILLOW EVERY NIGHT..


SLEEPING PILLS MIGHT HELP YOU OUT..*CONDITIONS APPLY


WHENEVER YOU GO OUTSIDE..'''WHAT YOU CAN SEE IS ''COUPLES'' EVERY WHERE..


In short...you would have become a very boring kind of personality..
what you hear bout is ''you're a bore'' from every site..from the every corners of the earth..
Congratulations !!! 
At this point...you will start behaving like an asshole..
Who's obsessed by bull shit kinda thoughts..
Who can't enjoy the life..
Who can't see people enjoying..
You start spoiling your friend's week ends..
No matter what the point is..what's topic going on..you manage to relate with your past relationship..
You start spreading shitty boring kind of things everywhere..
People are gonna fed up with you as well as your boring life !

Nobody bothers to understand you n your feelings..

At the end..You find your self broken, alone..helpless..hopeless..disgusting..

Thats all bout your life..remains..




AGAIN FROM THE FACTS OF LIFE..:




Nobody really understands your pains,


The pains..


The pains..


The Pains.. of Being Pure at Heart..:P :P :P

You still want love back No matter how harsh it was ! :P

Is there some specific moment or event that makes a guy suddenly decide “Yes, I think I love her..? 

Well, the answer is not clear-cut, but there are some general principles. 

''Men have certain innate needs that must be met before they truly feel connected !

When we are in a mutual loving relationship we are constantly transferring our life energy to our beloved automatically and more so when we think of them.

just like "Energy flows where attention goes". 

In a balanced relationship this transference of life energy is strong and has equal amounts of incoming and outgoing life energy.

This helps both members feel ''secure and stable'' in a relationship even if it might be long distance. 

n after falling in love..

People change..Friendship changes.. Comfort zone with family changes...Priorities changes...!

Everyone, except for the one you love becomes a stranger for you !

All you want.. All you see is that one person..The one you love...!
Only his/her happiness matters to you.Only he/she is the one you seek !
But is that one person worth all your dedication ?
We know that Love never comes with a guarantee..

On the other hand...We know no matter how messed up we are.. No matter how stupid we are.. Our close friends and our family are gonna be with us... They do come with guarantee of support and togetherness!

Is that we take friends and family as granted? To forget about them and care only for the person we love?

Is it all worth?
Is it?
I don't understand why people starve for love?
I don't think all this happens for better.. For one relation we are ready to leave all other relations!
Somehow.. When this one relation ends.. Ur so broke that.. U go numb!
You still want it back No matter how harsh it was !
And So hard it was!
Madness is the word I would rather use than call it love!
When it's over, your alone! You realize that you have walked so far that even your friends and family cant reach you! The lost comfort zone... Makes it more difficult to be with the people who once were your closest assets!
It leaves you completely broke! But too be glad you still have friends who take you back the way you are.. No matter how rude you were with them.. They accept you with a warm hug and a painkilling smile !
Glad that I had such friends during that phase of my life!

One thing I have realized with all this Love thing is that.. Love is not for everyone! 

Love is nothing to starve for! 

Love is nothing to run behind for!

Its just a feeling! 

A mere feeling... Rather a period of madness!

First... Love and Be Happy!
Than... Love and Loose!
Now... Love and Regret !

Heart full of Pain,

Head full of Stress,

Handful of Anger,

Held in my Chest !

Priorities ! :)

Priority means something that must be considered.
Priority changes according to age of the person..At one point what he wants can't not be last long as his priority.
I respect my priorities..but most of the times I failed.
Whenever I think to do..some irrelevant,unavoidable things mean such things are not actually unavoidable but at that point of time my priority is gonna shift suddenly..for my personal satisfaction I added such sudden shifts under the title of ''FOR A CHANGE'' :)
So..some irrelevant,unavoidable, interesting, pleasant things come across my way..as like every human's mentality...curiosity center starts working up..
starts asking many questions..
what if I go on this path..what would be the end results..??
what if I do something unusual..??
what if I keep my eyes closed from the reality...???
Most of the time I'm actually aware of the results..though expecting some miracles to happen..:)
n in simple words making me fool all the time. It's really not joyful but in search of such I must say''mysterious things ''the way I go through..is really exciting..pleasant..tempting..
I can't resist my self...even nobody can ! feel an urge to ride on that way..keep on thinking.. keep on looking for miracles..Very high expectations ! 
where I know,Practically..it can not be possible. 
Thought it's good to ride on chosen way..at the end..we found nobody to blame..except the one..''you''..n Here you can't blame your self..can you? Obviously, that's not too possible..:)
At this point I actually regreting inside...but as usual human's mentality..''I CAN'T BE WRONG..
We start finding excuses..start thinking how to convince ppl that I was not wrong..circumstances were wrong..the timing was wrong..May be my misdeeds came across my way..:)
bla..bla...
i.e. Thomas edison when he was not able to generate electricity after trying his all possible ways.
In one of the conference ppl were laughing on him..He came on satge n said..
Though i 'vent found correct way to generate electricity..but I've found thousands of way by which you can not generate the electricity...Heights of positivity!!! 
n actually ppl get numb at that point of time...They might have been laughing on him later on..:)
But thing is edison made their mouth shuttt..
I ,we all have the same mentality..Hey Don't pretend that you'r edison..:P 
he was a great scientist.
m only highlighting the common human behavior..when he fails..
Start making possible ''acceptable''' excuses.. But,we never accept where we were wrong.
It was just n excuse when I said 'sudden shifts,exciting,interesting,tempting,unavoidable things..n alll...
We just keep on....thinking..keep on making fool..to others n most of the time to ourselves.
Emotional factors like.. boredom, daydreaming, stress, guilt, anger and frustration..Do play important role in sudden shift of priorities.


But, In general...

We use to experiment..

We use to escape..

We use to fed up..

We use to lie..

We use to forget our priorities..




FROM THE FACTS OF LIFE..
        ''PRIORITY '' 


Something that must be considered.


BUT, MOST OF THE TIMES... IS NOT TO BE CONSIDERED !